HERE.
had MT papers today. i managed to finish. rare case. had lunch with Yuxin. backed to school for Physics Paper 1. was okay? its the first time i managed to finish and find it quite easy as well. another rare case. easy is one matter, but whether if i answered them correctly is another matter. how nice would it be if i manage to finish the Physics Paper 2 at this kind of level.
homed after the paper. thats all.
i felt lifeless and dead today. whole mind and brain weren't interested in anything. i dragged myself home.
a relationship without trust is just like a rubbish bin without rubbish which lost its purpose.
i shed drops of blood.
apple.
10th November 2009.
10.42pm.
HERE.
didnt do anything much today.
thats all.
I walk a lonely road.
The only one that I have ever known.
Don't know where it goes.
But it's home to me and I walk alone.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.
Til then I walk alone.
- Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
apple.
9th November 2009.
11.14pm.
HERE.
didnt do anything much. met dearest at JP, caught 'Astro Boy' (: was alright. i was touched to tears during some parts of the movie. though the name of the movie, 'Astro Boy' may give you a feeling of only-for-kids, when you watched it, its not as bad as anything you thought.
i thought it was a boring movie, and didnt want to watch it. but another movie was only available in 3D, so caught this movie. and well, it was not as bad as i thought. it was alright (: Astro boy was handsome(:
had dinner at Old Town White Coffee, homed. thats all(:
apple.
9th November 2009.
1.22am.
baby,
thank you for today.
i enjoyed myself with you even if its just watching movie at JP.
thank you.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER (:
HERE.
didnt do anything much today. went to Raffles, followed by Lot one; alone. walked around, and realised Lot one has changed alot. the first time i went there was with my cousin, a few years back already. homed. thats all.
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我
oh 不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
-终于说出口; 小宇
meaningful lyrics. (:
apple.
8th November 2009.
12.31am.
HERE.
sent dearest to school. then out with Mum and siblings and aunt. headed to Lavender and got our passports done(: the first passport after nearly 16 years of my life. sponsored by uncle(:
thank you uncle(:headed to Bugis and walked around alone. besides shopping with dearest, i prefer shopping alone to shopping with friends. most people like going out with friends, having company. but i dont. just dont. it feels nicer hanging around with myself, besides with dearest. cause its just, relaxing. theres no pressure. i can waste as much time as i like, i can go home anytime i like, i can go anywhere i like. lol.
met dearest after that, headed to JP to have lunch at Pepper Lunch. walked around, homed.
apple.
6th November 2009.
11.36pm.
HERE.
sent dearest to school. homed. didnt do anything much. was relaxing and resting for the day.
known for 2 years, 7 months. (:apple.
5th November 2009.
11.14pm.
